Back.

yeah, i know ,not blogging for a few months ler...

Now i am back. here's a summary for what i've done this past few months.

-Stone at home.
-Mapling.
-Dota-ing.
I know lar, very lifeless one.....
what to do. no work + college still havent start.
Speaking of college, oh man, i cant wait for my college to start.
Been to Open Day at TarCollege. Reached there, kap tio many many leng lui..hehehe, no need scare can't find la..hahaha xD
well, I'd already applied for my course, that is Multimedia Design. Yeah, at 1st i was thinking of taking up hotel one, but then I think twice la of course, must really choose the corect path marh. . so was thinking quite some time,in the end decided to take up design wan, as i have interest in drawing and creative. =)
Really kinda excited to be studying in a new environment, hope it can meet my satisfaction la. 10th of May start lesson. still need to wait till so long. =.=
Oh well, no choice but to slowly wait la.

=D

Yui- Gloria

Oh noess... I starting to like YUI even more now.
Damn it, why does her songs always got me hooked. =_=
Blame you la YUI, for making such awesome songs. xD

Those who don't know who on earth is YUI, well i can only guess that you are either not an anime freak now or before or doesn't listen to Japanese songs much. ( She's the one who sing Rolling Star for one of the Bleach opening afterall)..and she kinda famous among young people like us. :)
I will be surprise if you do not know her.
Why she rocks you ask? because she is awesome and cool wei..hey, if you look closely she is kinda pretty too. ^^
Normally, when I listen to songs, i don't really care much about the singer one.
I'll just listen the songs randomly, as long as it is nice, I will just listen with ease.
But YUI is a different story. hahaah..I just happen to love her songs and YUI herself too. hahaha
She has release her new album recently, with her main songs for her new album called Gloria.
Her Gloria songs is so far the best i've heard.
Plus, the lyrics really suits me in person..the me before is just like what the lyrics written. (stated below.)

Hey, try listening. I'm sure you will like it. :)

Here's the PV for her new songs. ^^

YUI-
GLORIA

Lyrics

ah ah ah ah ah
Miwaku no tobira jyuurai no tenbou datte
yuragisou ni naru seishun jidai de
jinsei ga kawaru koishitai no ni
okubyou ni naru mondai yamadzuminan da
kotae wo michibiku tame ni ha This feeling
kirisuterarenai All night long

Yume janaiyai yai yai yai yai?
te ga todokisou na GLORIA
tama ni mienakunatte

Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
chikamichi wo sagashite mo onaji ne
mata mayotte shimau desho

ah ah ah ah ah
seikousha no koe takadaka ni
kataru EPISOODO taningoto mitai
ima no watashi chiisana heya de
kangaeteiru kuusou no mirai ni
toikakete miru keredo That feeling
IMEEJI dekinai no ga All night long

Maketenai yai yai yai yai?
Kagayaku saki ni GLORIA
chikadzuiteru hazu sa

Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
Mou dare no sei ni mo shinai yo
zenbu dakishimeteiku
Muchuu ni narena kya uso ne

uh uh uh sakura ga saku koro ni kitto
uh uh uh atarashii jibun ni deaeru no

yume janai hazu yo mukuwareru to shinjiteru
hontou ha kowaii kedo
Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
kuyashii kimochi ga aru kara Get Glory days*

Maketenai yai yai yai yai?
kagayaku saki ni GLORIA
chikadzuiteru hazu sa

Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
nemurenai yoru ni hitori
hiza wo kakaekonde mo
baby naiteru jikan ha nai

ah ah ah ah ah

English Translation

ah ah ah ah ah
The door to fascination? Even your view of your future
Tries to change, because of your youth
Your life changes, you want a girlfriend/boyfriend
But you become a coward, it's like a mountain full of challenges
In order to find the answer,
I can't throw away this feeling, all night long

Isn't it your dream?
Just a bit more, and you feel you can reach it
Sometimes I can't see it anymore

Cry?
It's the same even if you look for a shortcut
You'll just get lost again

ah ah ah ah ah
All the successful people, they boast
about their experiences, but they sound like they're talking about others
And here I am, in this small room
Thinking, Dreaming of my future
I ask myself, but
I can't imagine that feeling, all night long

Aren't you losing?
GLORIA just past that bright future
You sure are getting closer

Cry?
I won't blame others anymore
I'll take it all myself
If you can't forget about youself and do this frantically, it's all a lie

uh uh uh When sakura starts blooming
uh uh uh I'll probably be able to find my new self

It's not a dream, you believe that you can do this
Although I'm scared inside

Cry?
You feel vexed, so Get glory days

Aren't you losing?
GLORIA in front of the bright future
You sure are getting closer

Cry?
Alone during sleepless nights
Even when you wrap your arms around your knees
baby theres no time to cry

ah ah ah ah ah

Nostalgic feeling...=D 1st day school reopen at Puay Chai

hehehe...Puay Chai ar, my ex-school. Long lost school..lol...
Wow, it has been a very long time since I last went there wei. =) It really does bring back lots of lots of my old memories.
I went there is because of the only and sole reason = to bring my standard 2 bro to school...X)
I am always hoping and waiting to get a chance to see my primary school again, never thought now i finally get the chance to have a look. =p
Once I stepped into the school ground on that day, I have this very exciting feeling to be back..hahaha..
The same guard house.... the same bookstore..OMG..i still recognize the aunty at the bookstore, wow.. work so many years ar..hahahaha..I still remember when I was 7 or 8, almost everytime after recess, i would run down to the bookstore to buy Pokemon erasers, got 1 time i buy too many ady then let the aunty scold, almost make me cried....hahaha...
Then, there is also the spot for me and my friend to hang out all the time. Everytime during recess I would always be there with my friends playing around..behind the canteen..the longkang walkway there...haha very dirty and smelly wan..but we still hang out there..xD
The school really did change alot. I can barely recognize the canteen as it has been upgraded to a second floor and was added new decoration and is much more cleaner and brighter. Unlike the old times when the canteen is always dark and dirty plus is was hot..hahaha..xD
I saw my standard 5,6 form teacher..waa..she still look the same, but sadly i cant greet her as she seems to be busy with her works.=(
I saw many others familar looking teachers as well...there is also this teacher who teaches me tuition when I was standard 2,3 was still around at that school..waaaa...all like so busy..cant greet all of em..new school term eh...what a busy day for a teacher. =)
But really la...damn alot of memories...i keep smiling as I walk alone and slowly taking my time exploring the school..and at the same time, remembering old memories what I used to play at those familiar places. Really happy to be back at my ex-school. =) not regretting going at all. =D

School days really does looks fun afterall. I really wish to be back in school. but too bad, i'd already reached the stage where I can't return, sorry school..=( but I will always cherish those happy moment and will never forget my friends. ^^

The place where I used to hang out with my friends. smelly and dirty .haha

Waaasai~ standard 1 students. That boy geng..1st day at school already started sleeping. I salute you. =D =D

Pek yau ar? lai lo..xD

Canteen =)

The place where I used to buy my food and drink.=)

The R&R spot I used to play with my friends and catch Ants. LOL xD

The stairs I always used to run and play with.xD

My spot where I used to sit and eat with my friends. Exactly at this position. xD

Canteen!! Changed alot. =)

My standard 6 classroom. The walkway that I always used. hahaha

Yeap.My standard 6 classroom. =D *front*

*back*

Bye 2009 . Hey whats up 2010. =)

Happy New Year. :)
Yeah, I know it was fast. FAST. I am getting old. T_T. Slowly and steadily Year 2009 is creating space for year 2010 to step in. People are ready to cherish the memories of 2009, learn from their mistakes and make resolutions of not repeating them in the coming year.
I too, will wish everyone happiness and all the best in life. :)
So yeah...Hope you guys will enjoy a brand new year. Enjoy your life to the fullest larh. =D =D =)

You CAN advance. =)

Blaming on other people while didn't realize yourself.
People who take the blame will always get unsatisfied and starts to raise anger.
What is right? What is wrong?
Why do life have to encounter so many misunderstanding among people?
Why can't we be equal?
Why do people have different personalities?
Why do people have feelings and emotion.
When there is hatred, can it bring peace and harmony again?
When there is broken heart nor sadness, can it find its way back home?
When there is happiness will it last long?

or should I just say why do people even have to be born with feelings.
Questions keep buzzing through my mind. . .
I know that this world, there are always light and dark..
The scale will always maintain its balance..
But sometimes, I just hope that the darkness within us will just disappear,
such a hussle to have hatred, it can destroy peoples emotion.
but then again misunderstanding always occurs among us, thus bring forth hatred....damn diao wan lo. hais..~.~

I know that I myself too, sometimes might be very clueless as of what i am doing.

That is why larh..Understanding is important, it act as the basic foundation to achieve peace.
People really have different personality, that is what scares me most.
Sometimes i fear that i will met the wrong people and starts to argue...wrong key to the wrong socket.=-=~ hahahhaa

Well,
So for a new year to start, i have to change myself too..a new self...you can laugh at me if you want but this time i am serious. I myself also got many problem that i hate most. and hope that some day these problem that i owned will just perish right in front of my eyes..
My problem thus far are the following...
-Trying to act smart while i am not.
-Don't dare to face problem. Will always find excuses to cover it up.
-Always get shy around girls. Can't communicate with them well.
-A weakling and a lazy fella who always do things slowly and stupidly...
-Get irritated and pissed off easily.
-Get jealous easily and starts to get emo.
-Afraid of people who have high knowledge than me.
-Sometimes try to act lan ci and trying to be outstanding but abit also not cool.....=__=
-Never think before i act...
-Very confuse in everything, knowing the truth yet tries to escape; knowing it is possible yet dare not try; knowing it is correct yet kept quiet..
-Lastly, act like an idiot who always do things wrongly.


hahaha well i said it..~ pai seh wei..
Thats why sometimes i keep hating myself ..~ =/
and for now.... my goal is to overcome it, to have a change in life. to improve it, to get a good image.

I have to remain calm when i get pissed off.
Can't act violently regardless of what goes wrong. hehehe

Really la...must change d la.. I promised. I sure change wan. I will turn over a new leaf. =)
So... old friends. You heard? The next time you see me. I will be a different person..Hhahaha.. XD

I will take my life more serious ler la.. to make it more meaningful..dont always sit infront computer play play play..tiap tiap hari also like that..like no life at ALL.. =__=...
maybe i will just start drawing as an hobby or perhaps thinking of buying a guitar and learn to play with it by myself when there is free time. =)

That is all la.
Wow.. so late already. 3.20am o.o
Is time for bed...good night. ^^

Vacancy ar.....

Just a few days ago i went to 1u to look for job. Edwin introduce me to work at a gym, place name, "celebrity fitness". When i step into the place, that guy at the reception give me a paper to fill up a form. Then, I was called upstairs for my interview. I was taken to a place where there is a round table and chairs for us to sit. and so i set down confidently, and then the girl started asking question.. . hahaha, no problem at all. i think i went through smoothly, i manage to answer all easily. i smile so brightly, macam like fake smile like that. =.= aiyo who cares la...as long i can make her to have good reputation of me and willing to hire me then i will do anything just to coax her. LOL!!! evil =.=
Girl : "Why are you interested in working ?"
Me: *Hesitate awhile and smile*
Girl: *scribble something on the paper not looking at me*
Me: *wtf...*
Me: "I want to work is because i want to get some good experience outside world. Since this is my 1st time at work. I want to get to know more things. To be able to communicate with people. To have a self-esteem. So that it can help me in the future when i am going to work."
Girl: "umm.."*nod head* "ummm...."*nod head*
Me: "Plus, if i dont work. I will be slacking at home, laze around and doing nothing as it is also a bad habbit for me."
Girl: "OK...so right now you sign here and write the date."
Me: O.O *means can hire me jor?*
Girl: "...and you will still have to wait for the second interview in our main brance in mid valley, so we will call you and let you know when we are ready larh."
Me: *Wtf...2nd intervew?? got such thing?*
Girl: "Thank you. You may go now. call your friend upstairs for interview."
Me: "Ok." *smile* "You can count on me for this job."
Girl: "alright" *nod head and smile*

And so, as you can see this is how I bluff lo, so fake right? ...LOL I work is because of money d lar.....other things who cares d..aiiyo..you got higher pay i ma work for you lo..if not choi lei dou ngong ar..aiya but i will work hard d . dont worry ..hahaha xD
Plus, i apply for a paperwork job...so i guess is fine with me. =)

1U most of the vacancy job only hire girls d.. so lame la.. come on ..why guys cant? i understand if you sell those cosmetic and girls attire la..but video shop want to hire girls only?? whats your problem man....summore i saw a shop that sell bracalet, necklace...only hire chinese girl . Wow..Come on..dont be so selfish la......

Merry Christmas. :)

Jinggle bell..ding ding ding.~ Christmas jor leh.. any plan to celebrate? hehe...
Well as for me, i will be having dinner party at one of my relative place tonight.
gonnna makan turkey. dunno sedap or not leh. forgot the taste d. lol..

So.....
I hereby wish all of you a merry chirstmas and a happy new year. May the essence of christmas remains always with you. and take care. hohohoho :)